A Natural High: Archive

It fucking pisses me off when people don't know...

Feb 1st

Confession #3

Everytime I get a phone call or a text I secretly wish it was from him .

Feb 1st

I hate

my life at some points . I hate who and what I have become . I hate faking a smile everyday just so people can get off my back . I hate how people think I’m dumb . I hate how I feel like I don’t belong . I hate the person you’ve become . I hate how fake you are . I hate how I realized I am depressed . I hate my school . I hate it when people point out others insecurities . I hate...

Jan 31st

I'm on his side

Yet again , another one of the closest people in my life is going to be far far away from me . I don’t give a fuck if you say that he was an addict or weak or whatever , at least he knew how to have fun . Instead of thinking about the negative , I thought more of the positive of what he was doing for his family . At least he was getting money and not just sitting home everyday . At least he...

Jan 31st

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Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card. Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night. Your perfect little girl talked back to you again. Your perfect little girl painted her nails black. Your perfect little girl lied to you all her life. Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep. Your perfect little girl dated before sixteen. Your perfect little girl was broken by a...

Jan 31st

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Jan 31st

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Jan 30th

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Oh father (:

*My dad , my older sister and me are walking towards our car* Me: I call shotty ! Dad: What ? Me: CHAWTAY ! Dad: Who is shawty ?? LMAO . Oh father , you crack me up .

Jan 25th

Mid-terms this week

So I don’t really have anything big tomorrow since it’s only period 1 and 5 and those are my Spanish and lunch periods . All I’m planning to do is bum it everyday this week & I might not go to school Friday since I have gym for the mid-term . & Because this semester I am going to try really hard , I will not be on tumblr this week so that I can study study study for my...

Jan 25th

Watch

Oh man . I love my family . We so definitely need our own TV show (:<3

Jan 24th

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Confession #2

Sometimes I wish I would move to a new school . I hate that I don’t have a true “best friend” in my school . I have close friends , just not any that I can really call my best friend . That’s why I want to go to college and / or go to one out of state .

Jan 23rd

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Jan 22nd

awwwe! )':

A girl and a guy were speeding over a 100 mph on a deserted road, on a motorcycle. Girl: Slow down! your going too fast and im scared. Boy: Come on, dont worry. I know what Im doing, are you having fun? Girl: No, please stop. Boy: Then tell me you love me? Girl: I love you! Now please slow down. Boy: Give me a hug. **Girl hugs him** Boy: Now can you help me...

Jan 22nd

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Jan 20th

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Jan 20th

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Jan 19th

Confession #1

I miss the year 08-09 . We were best friends and it was like every weekend you came over & slept over & we would have the stupidest conversations and the dumbest things would happen to us . Then the summer of ‘09 came and I’m not sure what happened , but we drifted apart . & Every time I see you , it feels like I’m trying to hard to be you best friend again . It sucks...

Jan 15th

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If you’re sitting next to someone on a plane who...

Quietly and calmly open up your laptop case. Remove your laptop. Start it up. Make sure the fellow traveller who is annoying you can see the screen. Close your eyes and tilt your head up to the sky and move your lips like you are praying. Then click here. (via kitten-/scaeriel) LMAO . Omg , I’d freak out if someone did that to me !

Jan 15th

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My goal from now on

I’m going to finish my homework before 11 and do ALL of it :)

Jan 15th

Nothing like your ex girl. Nigga', who cares about...

(via katyteurn)

Jan 14th

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I love it when my parents reminisce

Like they talk about how I was younger or about their pasts and it just always seems to put a smile on my face . Earlier during dinner , my step-mom was telling me about how my dad’s family and her family (because my step-mom is my mom’s sister) was when they were younger . It was really nice listening to the story of her family and how my dad’s family knew each other since they...

Jan 14th

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Jan 14th

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Jan 13th

Starting this week

I am going on a diet . I don’t give a fuck if you say that I’m too skinny or whatever . I definitely gained some weight , and I want to work it off . I’m going to start working out and eating like one thing per meal or … I don’t know . Like right now , my dinner was this Nutri-Grain bar . YEAHP ! Good start if I may say so myself . But don’t worry I’m...

Jan 13th

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Every night

My sister is on the phone with her boyfriend . I don’t really care if she’s talking to him or not , that’s not what bothers me . But the thing that does bother me is that her voice changes from a pissed angry voice to this high pitched soft annoying as hell voice . That just fuckin’ annoys me ‘cause she’s such a bitch to me and then she tries to play it off with...

Jan 11th

RANDOM FACT

dirtylittlestylewhore: In ancient England a person could not have sex unless you had consent of the King (unless you were in the Royal Family). When anyone wanted to have a baby, they got consent of the King, the King gave them a placard that they hung on their door while they were having sex. The placard had F.U.C.K. (Fornication Under Consent of the King) on it. Now you know where that word...

Jan 10th

My weekly routine

Sunday : Church , mallin’ , then doing homework last minute . Monday - Wednesday : Get to school , copy the homework I didn’t finish , go home - get ready for dance , then come home late and try to do homework . Thursday : Get to school , copy homework , go home , take a nap (catch up on sleep) , do homework . Friday : Exact same thing as Mondays through Wednesdays ,...

Jan 9th

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9 words women use

I was stumbling yet again, and came across this. 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the football before helping around the house. 3. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission....

Jan 9th

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Jan 8th

No offense , but if your post is more than one...

Jan 8th

Someone explain this to me

I don’t understand why young ladies and / or women degrade themselves . Like they take pictures of themselves half naked or even butt naked . Like seriously , do you think that what you are doing is attractive or something ? Well to me it isn’t . It just shows how shallow you are that you need the spotlight on you so you need to post naked pictures of yourself on the internet . I...

Jan 6th

My New Year's Resolution

Doing all of my homework and not copying them during homeroom / lunch . Sleeping before 11 p.m. Stop fighting with my mom all the time . Eat healthier . Keep my thoughts to myself . Make new friends :)

Jan 5th

WTF Am I still doing awake ?!?

This is so bad . Winter break ruined my fucking sleeping pattern so now I’m like falling asleep around 1 or 2 am . & Whenever I go to sleep past 11 or 12 , I don’t wake up on time which means I will be late for school , UGH . I hate this . I think I’m going to stop taking naps in the afternoon and so that I won’t be up so late every night . &+ When I just lie down...

Jan 5th

I wish I had more time to myself in the week

Jan 5th

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I feel so fat !

I was hungry as fuck when I came home from school today . So immediately I went straight for the kitchen . I was really hoping that my grandma cooked food or something that I can eat , but nothing was there , sooo I decided to make my own shit . I got out 2 bags of Lays chips , took out the cookie dough , and got a sandwich ready . I baked cookies , BY MYSELF :) ! But before the cookies were...

Jan 4th

Officially the end

Closing up this chapter and starting a new one . There’s no need for me to act like there’s something more to this than there already is , so from now on , I’m not going to look back . Time for me to move on and whatever happened in the past , is the past . It already happened and I can’t do anything about it . Just got to keep looking straight ahead and look forward to the...

Jan 4th